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Thursday, November 22, 2007 @ 3:18 AM
my work is a bore.
Time is on my side.. guess it's about time to pay more attention to my poor blog.. im so so sorry!
S.H.E 'Lao po' is playing at the office computer beside me.. and its bringing tears to my eyes. It's the song i tell myself not to listen again.. those memories.. how hurtful.. how aching.. everytime single time i think about us, looking thru the photos.. the hurt is so deep. for us both. and im truly am sorry. but no matter how much i said it, how sincere i said it, we both are hurt and nothing can be undo.
It's fate we met. It's fate we ended.
3 more days to he and my supposedly one year. and even at this very moment, i dont even know where are we heading.. those words you said to me, it cuts deep into the heart. no matter how generous a person i am, i am still a gal, a human being with feelings. and even over msn yesterday, we cant even hold a proper conversation. this is gettin all so wrong..
i hate it when my life is bound by all these troubles
i hate it when i cant control my emotions
i hate it when i feel so vexed when i see how old my dearest have become
and i hate it that i cant do anythin about it except to make them smile
i wan to get away
run away
hide away
i hate my life. infinite.
