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Sunday, October 07, 2007 @ 11:56 PM
everyone around me are in reputable high profile big banks.. isnt thats what i always wanted.. forseeing myself in one of them?
it makes me feel miserable somehow that all others are going to be one step ahead of me.. and i have to stay on until my coy makes its name..
miserable. anguish. regrets. truly reflect my whole life.
mayb its time to move on with such thoughts. i should be contended with my pay. but in half a year's time, my pay will most proby become nothing when all my friends get their pay rise.. my puny-dont-know-when-starts-going-live coy will never give pay rise so soon.. never.
haix.
yes im career minded, or even money minded. im addicted to seeing the happiness in my parents face whenever i give them household monnie during my pay day. i finally truly feels that im doing something for the family. and i need to learn to take things more seriously and learn the art of not trusting anyone in this pugilistic corporate world.
n im still contemplating whether to change to livejournal, wordpress or xanga.
any ideas anyone?
