Saturday, April 28, 2007 @ 4:02 AM
i am so tired. really.
i want to start finding jobs.. but no mood.
i want to study hard.. but no mood.
i feel like im wasting my life away.. but no mood to even do anythin about it.
i always placed him in priority, that my life is all about him.. but it makes me come to realization it doesnt seem reciprocal.
u can even smsed a normal tutorial mate about she looking funny with her shoe being spoilt n good luck in findin new shoe. when she doesnt even noe your num.
u never (mayb twice when i complained) asked if im home safely when i cabbed alone home during wee hours (after 1am)
u made me expectedly prepared to ur house to study/stay over and when called again to say im coming over, u changed ur mind n said better not.
etc.
etc.
i lost temper at u.
i screamed at u.
not.
im am so tired. really.
i dont know what to do.
