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Monday, April 30, 2007 @ 1:35 AM

okayy.. the one-and-a-half-day-ignore-dear-dear ordeal is over.

'sically u ignore him he really ignore u then u don come crying ah'
this comment by jenny n shijia knock me to my senses..

but he really didnt do anything much to get me to stop ignoring him lo.. boo.
u only called me twice n 2 msges okayyy.. :((((

oh well..

but love conquers everything i guess..

-____________-"'

peace*

all's well now..

good luck for your fyp presentation tmr dear! muack*

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Saturday, April 28, 2007 @ 4:02 AM

i am so tired. really.

i want to start finding jobs.. but no mood.
i want to study hard.. but no mood.

i feel like im wasting my life away.. but no mood to even do anythin about it.

i always placed him in priority, that my life is all about him.. but it makes me come to realization it doesnt seem reciprocal.

u can even smsed a normal tutorial mate about she looking funny with her shoe being spoilt n good luck in findin new shoe. when she doesnt even noe your num.
u never (mayb twice when i complained) asked if im home safely when i cabbed alone home during wee hours (after 1am)
u made me expectedly prepared to ur house to study/stay over and when called again to say im coming over, u changed ur mind n said better not.
etc.
etc.

i lost temper at u.
i screamed at u.

not.


im am so tired. really.


i dont know what to do.


Friday, April 27, 2007 @ 3:08 AM

yay!!!

our trip itinerary is out! and damn.. it really sounds interesting..!!

6 days 5 nights (+ accomodation + flight + transport + 2 days at nearby island)..

ALL for the cost of 710 RM.. hurhur. n food only cost 2.50 - 3.50RM!!!

and for ppl who's wondering where im going........
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im going sabah for my grad trip.. muahhaha.. may sound silly n bo liao.. BUT! it's the company that counts! and its gona b filled with lotsa activities!
fireflies, hot spring, water rafting, cows, parasailing, seawalking, snokelling... and shopping! hurhur.

darlings shijia, jenny, me and our respective partners are so looking forward to it..

we are special okayyy.. we are 'broke' ppl who chose the path less travelled.. haha.. instead of taiwan, hk, bkk or europe.. we chose sabah.. help daddy mommy save monnie oso..

:))))

im a happyyy girl!

im contended :)


Thursday, April 26, 2007 @ 1:58 AM

today.. we had our First..
.....
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first time dear n me went ktv tgr! and gosh.. he's a damn good singer okayyy.. smirk*

he sang Wilbert Pan's Wo Bu Pa super nice!! thou i nvr heard that song before.. hahaha

muackz* happy 5 month!"!!

pic of the day.. cammy whore again lolnvr study AT ALL today again..

:(((((

anw.. we had dinner earlier on at this western resturant opposite my house, which suppose to be quite famous (cos it's featured in i-weekly and the pics featured looked nice -.-), and this is the banana cake dessert served!!! look how SMALL the portion is!!! we were both SHOCKED!
O.O

but the main course is nice.. i had Lobster with fish which cost only $14.80, but with the Lobster turning out into Crayfish in the end.. argh.. but its kinda like western-nepalsane cuisine kinda style.. so its quite special.. and really worth the monnie for the freshness and portion of food given.

k signing off..

yawns*

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Wednesday, April 25, 2007 @ 1:06 AM


tada~

i dono what got into me.. hahaha.. but.. growing to love this tootz mushroom hair..

beam*


Monday, April 23, 2007 @ 2:34 AM


pic of the week!

love.

*cant u jus look into the cammy!!! >.o

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@ 2:14 AM

IM GOING TO CUT MY HAIR TMR!!

THE HAIR I'VE BEEN GROWING FOR THE PAST 4 YEARS!!"!!!

burst out in cold sweat -.O"''

i wonder if i have the courage at the salon.. .......

side note: my study engine's stucked again! nei nei.. im so screwed!
that accounts for the two posts in one night.. ha.

:((((((

pok pok having his first paper tmr.. good luck dear!!!!!


@ 12:58 AM

omg i think my tummy is humongous!!!

suddenli.. i feel like im becoming a caterpillar...


...

in shock*


Saturday, April 21, 2007 @ 9:34 PM

i want to be with you forever..

there's nothin i can be more sure of.. ..

i want to wake up to see your sleepy face in the morning.. or simply.. jus snore me to sleep every night..

:)

pok pok

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Sunday, April 15, 2007 @ 3:07 AM

happie 20th week babyyyyy :))

studied at our usual place todae and came across this nice lil Eden cabin that featured one of this year Arts Festival artwork.. nice lil pretty 'flowers'.. i like..!
featuring one of my fave.. think its damn creative~well.. just gotta force him to cam whore with me right! bleah

and my sweet sweet him surprised me with a nice pair of ear ring when he returned from a loo loo-ing trip.. the ear ring is made up of crystals which are combination of red, green and purple! he knew i'l love it cos it's all my fave colours!
but sadly.. when i got home.. realized one chain of the crystals was gone.. boohoo :((( mus be my figeting in the movie jus now. it felt like i lost part of dear dear.. yes. exaggerating but exactly those kinda heartache feeling. darn.

but still.. its looking as beautiful as i first got my hands on it. as what dear said.. 'imperfection is beauty.. the part of it is not lost but always in our memories'
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doesnt really makes me feel better.. bleah! but.. heh.. i will still wear it once in awhile to make it feel useful and alive!

on a side note. caught the movie Sunshine just now and we both really really love it! and it kinda left an after effect on me.. guess the whole psychological emo thingy of this movie is too much for me to take. it's not those simple sci-fi movie which we initially thought have alien attack scenes(lol! and nonono..theres no aliens.). its .. hmm.. a very intense psychological thriller in my opinion.

note from director Danny Boyle ''There is the question about what happens to your mind when you meet the creator of all things in the universe, which for some people is a spiritual, religious idea, but for other people it is a purely scientific idea. We are all made up of particles of exploded star, so what would it be like to get close to the Sun, the star from which all the life in our solar system comes from? I thought it would be a huge mental challenge to try and capture that.”

catch it if you can!

eikced. aishiteru :))

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Monday, April 09, 2007 @ 12:38 AM

four years worth of memories..

where do we stand
where do we start

where.. do we end..


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