Wednesday, November 29, 2006 @ 3:08 AM

horoscope for November 28, 2006

Your normal 'roll with it' philosophy might not be enough to get you through the trials and tribulations that this active day has in store for you. Get a grip on a more aggressive philosophy in order to make your point and get yourself noticed today. You need to be careful not to step on anyone's toes, but you don't have to worry about hurting anyone's feelings. Your built-in sensitivities will take care of that for you. Embrace a more powerful way of doing things

met him n juz being there, letting him solve his probs.. hurts me so much. n yet the crying and tears he feels aint frm me. . n i have to appear so strong.. its killing me slowly..

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Sunday, November 26, 2006 @ 12:31 PM

accompanied fattie study yest.. i like..
realized we both wore white top and black bottom.. we like..

bleah

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Saturday, November 25, 2006 @ 3:27 AM

Jmie is a happy gal. Jmie received a box of his fave choc.. :)) thou half of me is scared.. half of me reali hope it works out somehow.. juz hav to believe..

hu feng fang =*

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Friday, November 24, 2006 @ 1:59 PM

lappy sent for repair.. it'd been two daes and a.cer hav yet to get back to me when can i get back moi lappy..d.arn. n i was sooo bored without the connection i tried to revive moi dead desktop.. n tada!! it's alive once again.. with the monitor colour fadin away every sec thou.. haha!

moi teeth stil hurts.. and im gettin so sick of campbell and porridge and mashed potato.. :(( n with that kinda diet for the past daez aint gettin me anywhere slimmer.. fwah..

ohoh.. mr poh says hes comin back in jan.. lookin forward to catch up with him

Tuesday, November 21, 2006 @ 10:31 PM

20th Nov.

extracted two of moi teeth frm the upper row. quite a horrible process to go thru..even thou moi mouth's under asethetic, i can hear the grindin sound of my poor teeth while the dentist tryin all his might to pull out moi teeth using the plier. ouch. luckili bestie was there to hold moi hands..
dentist oso squeeze some sort of rubber band in between moi teeth, and its goin to b there for a week before removing it for braces. and thats damn hell pain too!! not onli is moi gum bleedin endlessly for the past 6 hrs, moi teeth is oso uncomfy n pain frm that small ting he squeezed in between moi teeth. :((
dentist says my teeth's pretty strong.. but in the end they stil end up separated frm the gum.. their new home will be the contact lense casing.. heh =p
and yea..disgustin.. but the blue tingy u see is that stupid rubber being squeezed inside n causing the most discomfort..!

campbell soup , ice cream n porridge for the nex 1 week.. wad a perfect diet setting-.-

Sunday, November 19, 2006 @ 2:35 AM

its amazing how we think and like common stuff.. n i reali enjoyed the night and movie.. texas chainsaw beginning is grooosssing shioook.. 'parting is such sweet sorrow'.. :))

Saturday, November 18, 2006 @ 1:15 AM

a surprised call when im eatin moi satay with moi babes...! boohoo..but havta hanged up cos eating.. n when i called back.. no ans. so much for his 'call ya back lata'.. fwah. and came across this.. =S seems true to a certain extent.. upheaval.. sulk

Dear Siew Lian,
Here is your single's love horoscope
for Saturday, November 18:

An unexpected love development sends shockwaves through you, but you have to admit that it's rather exciting despite (or maybe even because of) the upheaval. Relax and the next steps will fall into place with delightful ease.

anw tooth extraction on mon.. scared! hopefuli bestie can acc me!

Thursday, November 16, 2006 @ 2:08 AM

201st post.

huge nasty fight with daddy. peace's gone.
was hidin in room crying, thinkin who can i turn to.. when moi hp ding dong with a msg.. a sweet surprise from him. n it totali calmed me down. n i actually said sorry to moi dad.

wad a timing..

Wednesday, November 15, 2006 @ 2:47 AM

what's next?

Monday, November 13, 2006 @ 10:39 PM

now i cant wait for moi Saw 3 date to happen.. after 2nd Dec.. :D

Sunday, November 12, 2006 @ 11:22 PM

JB's fun! i bought moi contacts for S$ 48 for 6mths.. hohooo..

fabulous date on Sat.. with moi daddy n mommy! helped daddy collect his hp frm service centre and met them at Ck tangs .. had a simple dinner at Scott foodcourt..den head down to vivo window shop.. moi parents love goin vivo..they practically go there nearly twice a week...madness! but cute! heh..

and a surprise testi brightened up moi dae somehow.. bleah..

looking forward to more happy days ahead! :))

Friday, November 10, 2006 @ 4:19 AM

happy daze!

Jia acc me update moi passport photo todae.. super looong queue at ICA. we head down to Bugis temple prayed aft gettin moi queue num. and when we're back, we waited for another an hour! but had fun playin moi ipod games.. lol! met gina n jen for ktv aft that!"!! love them to bits.. and the 3 of them are xin fu de nu ren too.. all happily attached and damn stable rs. used to be jealous of such ppl, but now im juz envy and happy for moi frens.. cos i already believe it'l never happened to me. :)

met twin for window shop.. got to know several Laneige pdts that seem damn tempting for purchase. managed to get some samples! hiaak.. miss hangin out with moi twin.. but the chemistry stil there aft all these mths! :)

Jb Jb tmr again! cos poor lian have no monnie to buy local contacts.. hence cheapo me gona travel over to dear neighbour and buy same brand contacts for 20buckz cheaper! hoho.. and Metro sale tmr! cant wait! cos im dying to get the Kose White Mask!

Thursday, November 09, 2006 @ 12:14 AM

everythin so dark, so eerie.. n once in awhile one beam of light frm the crack wall shines thru and make me feel alive... and den, its darkness again..

reach out to me now, i need to be saved, ive yet to feel loved

Monday, November 06, 2006 @ 1:53 AM

lianie is a happy gal once again..

spent a lovely evening with the two greatest person in my world at Shangri La. its a happy family outing cos there were no arguments! amazing.. and makes me real happy! on top of the fabulous dinner! the first time in my life eatin buddlha jumped wall..!
mommy duno how to operate moi camera..which resulted in a damn blur pic of daddy n me.. which im quite disappointed. but mommy's funny thou cos shes damn scare of using the camera.. ha!

and i really really wana get marry soon..!! i dun wan moi children to be like me so distant frm their couz due to the large age difference. i still believe i will meet moi prince one day.. as long as i believe.. :)

Sunday, November 05, 2006 @ 2:30 AM

the more im forcing myself to stop thinkin, the more my heart become weaker. the thought that i will lose him forever, always, is enough to put me down. why are things always so unfair for me.. all i asked for, is a truly happy smile i see frm within. and yet, none of those pics capture that.

but im really thankful that you're juz being there when im down, even for that few mins over the phone..it did make a whole lot of difference

Saturday, November 04, 2006 @ 7:15 AM

i seriously think moi life is gone.

moi parents, esp moi dad is always finding faults at me. scolding vulgarities thats so disgustin.

moi friends.
(1) the person who i feel closest to for a long while seems to be losing patient with me and vice versa. most advise/comments i made, or complaints i said, or advise i seek. are often rebutted. whether or not the word i used are wrong, or the tings i said r did not place myself in the other ppl shoes. every single word i used r often singled out. misunderstood. word play. and i havta play back.. while all i need is juz for u to listen to me too. to actuali tink abt how i feel too if u were me. hav anyone actually place themselves in MY shoe before making any move or comment too? it makes me damn exhausted. on top of moi dad who loves findin faults with everythin. im goin crazy. the amt of tears i shed for this frenship seems to b useless. over and over again things repeat. im treated differently frm others, n in a gd n bad way. we both cherish this frenship too much n it came to a bottleneck.
(2) theres a voice that can calm me down almost immediately. but its wrg for me to even contact him. but i duno why, aft all these mths, aft so many disappointments, n many harsh words, im stil missing this presence. i badly dying want to get out, but the more u wan, ur heart becomes weaker. on top of moi bad rs with dad, n the many misunderstandin with the most cherished friend, i turned to him n yet add on to moi disappointment n sadness. but i have no self control AT ALL

i wish i can stop tearin. im goin into hermit mode

Friday, November 03, 2006 @ 12:16 AM

im damn damn sick of everything. why can friends quarrel over small issues? n gettin misunderstood ALL the time. this is moi whole life and i hate it. turned to the nex closest friend on moi list and the first answer is "why".. i replied, "im damn sianz with everythin need ppl to tok to".. to think a person can stil reply with another "why" in an amusing tone. jac says somethin damn true just now. when has that person ever was grateful for everythin i did.

stressed abt monnie, come find me
stressed abt sch work, come find me.
needs monnie return debt, come find me.

yet on daes when im really really damn down n wan find ppl out, when has this person ever fork out 15 min of the life to accompany me? damn down n i need ppl to tok to, i called and the conversations all ended within 5 mins.

who am i to everyone? moi friends doesnt take moi words seriously, guys dont even giv a damn for me. and moi own parents only know how to scream and scold vulgarities and throw things. Am i even worthwhile in this world. Why shd i even b alive to repay all these debts

Wednesday, November 01, 2006 @ 11:18 PM

Took an interesting test.. and the result--->> You are 52.38% jealous! For this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%. 565837 people have taken this test to date.

This percentage means that : �You exhibit many jealous traits. �You are prone to over-react. �Although your jealousy shouldn't prove to be a real problem, you should work on controlling it more. �Things aren't often as bad as you think.

oh yea.. thats so me.. lol.. =((((
try it ppl


The Jealousy Test

@ 2:30 AM

another happy dae!

1) i managed to understand n hand in a 3-quarter answered FR test! even when i didnt study much for it! beamed*

2) moi dvd shop gathering. bowling at MS. met ace, derrick n vince for dinner before that. quite cool eh cos our schs damn near.. NP, SIM, SP. bowling's quite fun! im actuali quite good at it aft all these yrs eh..hoho.. met most of the branches ppl.. im the oldest gal among all others :( anw boss tab on the bowling! thanks jose!

3) rushed down to meet lotte n roger to catch a 21:50 movie. but the ticket office's closed when we all reached. -____-"' drove down to cine n manage to get 23:25 The Prestige!! such an impressive show!! abt lies, deceptions, illusions, tricks.. woot! totally love it. i love love magic ever since im young.. so moi view on the show may be bias. but still... 4 popcorns! dont miss it!

4) moi frenster msg nvr fails to surprise me lately :)))

oh oh.. but i weighed moiself todae n realized i gained blawdy 3kg over the mths!! $^(@^(#*..oki. thats somethin im damn neh neh over. been complainin to everyone non stop todae.. :ppp.. its time i do somethin abt moi fat fats. n another saddening ting.. moi stupid lappy's batt life onli last an hr.. even when charged fully not using comp. damnit!! stupid comp! its onli 10 mth old!!! argh. dont think dont think dont think.. chant*

night night prince shin. :)

..Jammism..

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