Sunday, September 10, 2006 @ 10:58 PM
i read the email again and again and again, everytime i online. i read the mail i received frm him, and the mail i replied. i read and read.. until my heart is so numbed.. it has no feeling.
i stil contact..and stil.. everything is one-sided. stupid.haha.
recalling:: he has good- natured temper. he's hardworking. he's patient. and i'd caused him to lose every bit of his good traits. am i a monster
