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Thursday, August 31, 2006 @ 10:11 PM
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once i tot i found him, one that showed me the security i never felt before. i was in love.
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im really exhausted. it just feel most things are really one-sided. it suddenli dawned on me im so disconnected from the life i thought i want to spend for the whole of future. even the happiest moments seem to fade in history.
i need attention, i need sparks. i need him to understand my needs more than anybody else.
i longed to hear that laughter, to see that perfect dimplish smile for me.. but all i rem is a happy stranger enjoying his friends' company..a serious guy indulging in his study.. and a well respected worker. who are you
Tuesday, August 22, 2006 @ 12:12 AM
why cant he change even abit for my sake.. i'm not asking for too much.. am i? all i asked for is just to let me stay connected in your life. everything i did i prioritised you. its all so one sided. its f*cking exhausting.
sigh..
