Tuesday, July 11, 2006 @ 2:38 AM
bumped into kelv on the bus to town. had a small conversation. a pleasant surprise.
met a whole lot of starhub colleagues who i havent meet for months. daniel's bdae ktv session. wad a pleasant session.
ppl are either fatter or thinner. haha. rode in yiting's new car. how i miss those days! when the whole group hanged out til wee hours n dragged ourselves to work the nex day. i even kinda miss the days when we had our conflicts. or the days when we went out of singapore. jb, bangkok, n more jb.
things changed. of cos im not as close to them anymore. but they are people who been thru with me the nasty customers, who see me cry at the smallest things, who gossips about everyone at work, who bring a smile to my face. 3 years.. and i hope our friendship can somehow continue to sail on.. ...
i really do not want to be sad anymore. i want to be the same old bubbly noisy ah lian my friends know me as. i want to learn to bring happiness to myself, before i can give to anyone i love.
i just want to be me.
