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Sunday, May 28, 2006 @ 4:04 AM

this familarity swarm passed me while walking thru' this short cut to lor 8 to satisfy my craving for 'bedok' bar chor mee.. for a split second.. every step i take feels younger and lighter.. for a moment i reali felt as thou i'm transported thru time.. to the time when i was stil young and innocent.

it was this path which was loong forgotten.. 11 years.. yes.. it'd been a long 11 years since i walked thru where i walked this evening.. and yet.. even the smell remains the same from memories.. i can still feel the laughters and runnings with huimei while godma walking slowly behind us..

so much have changed.. too much..

anyway.. guess the test belows accurately reflects who i am.. at least thats wad i feel.. (besides the colour pink that is..)


@ 3:57 AM







What form of self-mutilation are you?




You are HAIR-PULLING. Synopsis: People (mostly girls, Id guess) who practice this most likely do this with no rational thought between frustration and action. They anger easily and get frustrated when they dont get their own way, or they dont know how to express their feelings. Positive trait: SocialNegative trait: Jumping to conclusionsColor: PinkEmotion: Anger (at others)Animal: SwanQuote: Be not afraid of growing slowly, be only afraid of standing still.
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Friday, May 19, 2006 @ 3:27 AM

spinning.. spinning with disappointment aft disappointment.. spinning with questions.. its not how much time there is to know each other.. its how much your heart desires to..... :_((


Monday, May 15, 2006 @ 1:40 AM

i realized my blog is full of ramblings. its never those fantastic blog which appeals to passerbys to take a moment of their time to read. maybe its time i revive my old unfinished diary.


Thursday, May 11, 2006 @ 12:06 AM

my gawd.. 2 weeks before my first paper n yet i've not even finished one full subj.. im like D.E.A.D. my stuffy ear n splitting headache make studying worst these few daes..n the stupid phelgm that've been bugging me.. medicine doesnt work! :_((

marketing progress is stagnant (stopped after 2 topics), managerial econs is killing me (i hate monopolistic pricing!), corporate finance's theories are adding on to my headache (why do MM theory exist in the first place!) .. n i haven even start studyin for my principle of banking and finance..which is my first paper! eeeeeeeks... @^%(^$&(@*{

my head is bursting open - . -"


Monday, May 08, 2006 @ 3:53 AM

Listening to Jay's sappy love songs at 330am in the morning can make even the happiest person moody. Applause for Hei se you mo and an jing. my mood is officially dampened.


Sunday, May 07, 2006 @ 4:07 AM

Never would i noe a simple action of moving(pushing) xiao bai away to look at the clock would cause my piyo piyo piggy bank to fall to his death from the table. my first ever piggy bank! which i happened to unpack it in march from an old gift box stored in the cupboard since 1998. and now.. its in pieces. damn upset :_((

bestie says it's a sign to use the money inside.. (but its only 5.35 buckz!)
i say its a sign stoony n me might quarrel again :_((

shiver*


Thursday, May 04, 2006 @ 1:19 AM

there are friend(s) who you thought were close, only to find out you are only a passerby in their life.

there are friend(s) who you want to be closer, but realize no matter how hard, there is always a wall.

there are friend(s) who appear to be close, but appearance often deceived.

there are friend(s) who you hold expectation of.. only to realize expectation often leads to disappointment.

there are friend(s) who you often miss, but somethings are better stay being missed.

there are friend(s) who you treasure so much since young, only to realize it only brings disappointment after disappointment, misery after misery.

there are friend(s) who make empty promises.

there are friend(s) who critise you up right n bottom.

there are friend(s) who were once so close, yet a complete stranger now.

there are friend(s) who you thought you can trust, in the end it's stil engulfed in betrayal.

despite all these..

there are friend(s) who you found joy in sharing the same interest and activities as you do.

there are friend(s) who you simply find joy in their company.


oki im having exam stress.. : ((


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