Thursday, March 02, 2006 @ 2:12 AM
corona.corona.hoegaarden.
suddenli i feel lost. like ive been relying too much on jj whenever im sad n bored.. n yest while im cryin n feelin damn down.. i wana find ppl out.. juz supper or wad.. juz to get out of the disgustin house. i cant find anyone available!! last time i can easily take cab to suriya.. now.. ...i dont dare call that person. so wana asked jj to accompany me but its kinda late n he's aint very near me.. in the end.. found out he was out at 3am.. while his sis here was crying.. oh well. Just wrg timing.
3cigs.
pissed pissed pissed pissed pissed. pissed at myself for no discipline. pissed at myself for not keepin my words and stil keep in contact. pissed at myself for being so foolish. pissed.
yes im crazy. ignore this post.
