Thursday, January 19, 2006 @ 2:34 AM
wow.. jj rem my hse num!.. amazing.. its like 9 yrs..!!!
Trying very hard to be firm on my decision.. No matter how much i miss him or cry, i know its for the better. Nothing will turn out good in the long run even if happiness fills me now. I know its crazy of me to abandon such happiness now, but when i realized jealousy and possesive come knockin on my door.. i know i fall deep in already. If i dont control myself now, one dae i may become mad. MAdly in love with the wrong person.
argh.. feelin.. empty.. its weird how things turn out this way so sudden even i myself is not comfortable with it.. ...............
so much for determination.. i met him for supper.. but things appeared alri with us remainin as frens.. thou inside me is almost screaming..boo..
