Did some shoppin and reached home kinda earli.. but real disappointment to return to an empty house again .. feelin famished at late hours again and so.. off i go to Suriya again.. haha.. packed some supper and ended up watchin American History X with him ... BRILLIANT SHOW! its so fanstatic... i duno what to say.. ha.. shall elaborate it on my next post.. if i'm not lazy heh..

Anyway reached home kinda late again but at least tis time mom mom and daddy's home!.. stil not on good terms thou.. oh well..

Anw meeting him has become some kind of my new addiction i admit..at least i feel comfy and cheery whenever i see him.. no more depressed sulkin sl.. guess he's really a gd friend to have.. but.. are we just friends? i'm so confused i can die.. and things are sure gona get messier.. better stop before i get myself hurt all over again..

but like cigs.. such addictions are hard to control and difficult to curb.. guess i must retain large dose of self control and discipline to make it works..