Friday, January 06, 2006 @ 10:59 PM
aaaah i'm feelin super stupid and paranoid.. is it becos its the time of the month or simply becos of no reply?.. why am i indulgin in the wrong happiness? why am i being so selfish and unfair and disappoint my friends?.. why do i choose this route when i can prophecized that its dark and hideous and i will come out with tons of scratches?..Whats wrong with me? I myself shd have known better after the tim incident nvr to trust guys again..!
its damn scary how one can never ever control her own feelings................................
i hate myself stil...
