Friday, December 23, 2005 @ 5:28 AM
juz finished making my tiramisu not long ago.. its yet another yr of not baking for someone special.. really miss those times when me n friends will bake tgr for our respective bfs.. haha.. remembering how xmas used to be my fave festiv.. yet now i dont anticipate it coming at all...
its been like 2 yrs .. and tis yr i'm makin tiramisu alone in the middle of the night.. pathetic.. feeling of loneliness crept up to me.. and the thought of spendin yet another festival without special companion is actuali killing me silently..
guess i'm gettin so used to it now..
xmas pact - no clubbing and smoking.. control
all i want for xmas.. .... is contentment
