Monday, November 14, 2005 @ 2:34 AM
great.......i vomitted in gh's car aft double o.. like aloooooo!?.. one more turn and i'm reachin home!! but i juz cant stand it anymore.. feel sooooo bad..its the first ever time i vomitted aft drinkin.. this dae is sooo gona b curved in my mind for life..
really wana tok to him at night.. degraded myself to call him late nite.. luckili he's bored enough to entertain me before i sleep..
n thats yest....... sigh..
blawdy hangover todae.. dragged myself to work.. clocked in.. one min late! darn..
and my itchy hand go and msg him.. and of cos.. the expected happened.. no reply! fwah.. juz use a gun and shot me in my brain pls.. no use slapping me.. *pang* wake up!!!"!!!
was chattin over msn with this new made fren.. n found out somethin damn exciting.. he's from the 'depressed fucked cancer society' too, bdae is one dae before me.. n.. tada! he's an only child too..! oh man.. its like gawd-send.. someone finali understan wad i been feelin all along.. as an onli child n as a blawdy weakling cancerian.. i guz i shd listen to my best fren and be more open in knowing new ppl.. else i can forsee myself being stuck at where i am for i-dont-know-how-long..
daaarnn.. why am i so affected by a lil sms which maybe he overlooked? farked la... stop deceiving myself.. oh well..
i've prepared myself for all these when i choose to come out of the hermit n take the risk of facing him again.. i just wan to spend time tgr in simple happiness.. is it too much to give?
