Thursday, September 29, 2005 @ 12:55 AM

Where are we heading?
What do we want?
Why am i feeling exhausted & frustrated easily lately?

~growl.....

i hate myself..

i'm addicted.. of that i'm sure

Wednesday, September 28, 2005 @ 12:42 AM

I MISS BANGKOK!"!! BOOHOO
CHATUCHAK MA BOON KONG SIAM SQ

Saturday, September 17, 2005 @ 1:47 AM

went to Jas's n Meiyi's 21st party...

Jas's one got live band! so coooool... so long nvr see the dwarfs..its nice gathering with them once in a while.. & of cos.. the bdae gal stil look as good as ever..

How time flies... stil rem how close we two were.. but oh well.. at least we're stil not bad frens...

the dwarfies..... one down (huilin)..

posing with heinken.. oki..jas look damn high already..lolz..

went to Meiyi's one aft Jas.. lotsa starhubbers... gathering sia... so so sooooooo many colleagues..... haha..
no fotos to show too bad~

Received a soft toy tortoise.. suggested naming it shroom..
oki i'm callin it shroommy.. haha..

mr shroommy.. damn cute!

thanks...... = )

Thursday, September 15, 2005 @ 2:09 AM

went to night safari todae.. finali
bushbaby..otters.. giant anteaters.. soooo cute...
the tram ride is coool.. & romantic

thanks for the wonderful memories..

18 daes..

Wednesday, September 14, 2005 @ 1:12 AM

Love Health Family Friends Career

How will you rank it?

seriously.. i wonder for very long.. & i stil cant get a definite answer..
its bothering me

Fate brings me to know u.. what's next........

Monday, September 12, 2005 @ 2:00 AM

09 sep 05

drunked night with yanting..damn fun.. thou the night didnt turns out well in the beginning.. it ends well... right best friend? smirk*

10 sep 05

i won my first lottery in my life.. 4075..
i bought this number with winston.. on way to work & he was telling me how when he's bored when driving & wil play tis lil' game abt 4 cars driving pass him.. we played & we got the num 9271.. while he got 4075 the last time.. so we decided to share & buy both numbers.. & we won..

mixed feelings- shocked, scared, happy, shiver..
what will i lost with this amt i won?

we decided to use tis quick bucks for dinner or somethin.. = )

a packed mixed vege rice & a pokka carrot juice..

feel good inc.

11 sep 05..

friends r tellin me how ya all cant view the complete blog.. u havta refresh everytime ya wana view the nex page ie. viewing from posts to tagboard.. & complain how its troublesome ha.. sorry!.. cos u all r using internet explorer.. but i use mozilla firefox & dont hav this problem.. mayb.. u all should consider changing.. = )

Friday, September 09, 2005 @ 3:35 AM

& todae is my first time in my life encountering BIG doggies.. it wasnt as scary as i thought thou.. with an ultra hyper huskies & a damn cute fat tame jap breed & 2 others dogs.. all i got r licking & more licking.. oki..& 2 small scratches.. heh.. = )

ooo..since at the topic of doggy.. my fave species terrier..

introducing chloe.. hahahha

bloody cute...!! i beg her owner for this pic for wks..lolz.. & sorry kenneth..i published it w/o ur acknowledgement!.. hohooo

@ 3:21 AM

a few of us (boon yaw wilson dennis alex shijia & me) went over to shihui's hse @ cck (07 sep 05) to do our Lifesaving banner for the upcoming fair...
& this is the process.............!

half finished banner..

decor for our notice board......

me n shihui's lil bro!

posing for her lil' bro..lol...(& tis pic is taken by him!)

oooooki.. & there goes shijia again..tryin to act cute..heh~

our finished banner!..we love it!!!

@ 1:21 AM

teeheh.. these are some of the JB trip (03 sep 05) pics with my dear hubbers..oki..n i mean some........

taken when they r smokin'..bo liao..heh

me in nicole's 5bucks spec!...

our feast at Da Ma Hua Yuan.. & all these for 85 ringgit(8bucks sing/pax)!!..(oki cldnt manage to get all the dishes into the frame..ha)

trying to take discreetly but being found out..that's y its so blurred!! yiting n mike looks cute tgr with the 2 big red bag!.. there's stil nic n daniel in pic if u see REAL closely..haha

Thursday, September 08, 2005 @ 1:42 AM

history repeats itself.. in the month of Sep yet again..
a rebounce.. no one would be.. i'm lost in the words

just know me for who i am.. i'm not the past..

..falling.. .......

fallen into my Mykonos dream..

Wednesday, September 07, 2005 @ 4:22 AM

beautiful dae spent with beautiful ppl.. with an un-beautiful me..

looking so much towards my bangkok trip..

蓝色的思念
突然演变成了阳光的夏天
空气中的温暖
不会更遥远
冬天已仿佛不在留恋

this song keep playin in my mind...

Tuesday, September 06, 2005 @ 2:26 AM

'jammy and the bad boys' said ken

these words strike jackpot when it appeared in my msn window.. stoned..

Jammism
Often, one tends to resist the person who's nice to them for fear of not being able to reciprocate the kindness she's given.. dont shower me with kindness..i'l run away..
yet hanging on to the person who's ignoring/mistreating u.. being nicer to him.. &..one day, one instant.. a small lil' nice words frm him can brighten up a gloomy dae.. u'l think u like him.. but soon u'l realize.. hey..no.. its juz all a psychologic effect.. human beings enjoy being a winner.. u have that sense of victory when that lil' nice words r heard.. dont believe u fall for a person so easily..dont even believe urself..

i thought i belong to these category of 'winner'..waiting for lil instances to feed my days with energy..

'who knows, i mayb attached next week' i figeted when i saw the words..my heart feels weird.. i don't like the feeling.. mayb i'm not that 'winner' aftall... mayb.. theres feelings for him..-she says

i'm so afraid to meet new ppl.. knowing oneself and working on the trust all over again..i thought i finally overcome myself & open up to newbies.. but why do i fear stil? i tink u need more time than me..

'its not abt searching..its abt one that comes along & makes you believe in eternity'
..i really want to believe..
who don't

Monday, September 05, 2005 @ 11:58 PM

ppl says they cant view my post...haloooooooo??? anyoen can see?!?!

@ 1:32 AM

..didnt get passed the audition.. haha..but its such an experience..!!!

me n my new made contestants friends - celine, chantel & fang ru really have no idea what exactly they wana find in star idol - ppl who cant act but are damn kua zhang get in (like that stupid Steven Lim).. ppl who cant act but pretty get in.. but other judges, ppl who can act AND are pretty/handsome.. didnt get in..
AND the weirdest part is.. i bumped into 2 of my friends who act as extras in many shows.. Rikchel & Rachel.. they didnt get in!!! its like...helllooooooooo???
& why i have such observation?!?!..cos i waited for full fledge 6 hrs before its my turn on stage! Guess one can guess how boring n frustrating it is......

but i didnt reali digest the disappointment cos rushed down to mit subaru.. lolz.. went to catch 'red eye'.. which didnt turn out to be as wad i expected.. the flight scenes are too short.. but oh well.. another cheesy low profile movie..
ate a damn nice japanese cheese scallop frm sushi tei.. & a nice pot of earl grey on a cold night by the river..
wink*

"standing tall on grand canyon"

Sunday, September 04, 2005 @ 12:30 AM

okie this is ridiculous..` the whole world is excited for me on joining the star idol..even my frens' family members n my relatives...but y ain't i excited..or my own parents?"? suddenli hav a drag feeling on goin for the audition tmr.. imagine i get bryan wong as my partner.. he's so gona irritate the shit out of me..... ha

n i haven even memorise the scripts..!"!!

..but..... its nice to hear some ppl tellin u he'l support u.. contended with this lil' happiness.. ...

''少女手中的银币想要爱情''

Friday, September 02, 2005 @ 3:16 AM

This blog is getting on my nerves.. that's my face when i took hrs to figure out using tis blog.. nearly feel like giving up.. grrrrr.. its either i'm plain stupid or its juz damn user unfriendly..i reckon its the former..but oh well..i'l get the hang of it....soon... i hope..

Results' out..after mths of struggling & waiting..the day has finali come..kinda impromtu.. cos i'm msning & watching Proj Superstar at the same time when suddenli the whole world is calling n smsing sayin our results r released in portal..Didn't actuali prepare myself when i log in to the portal..& tada~ the results r right infront of me on my flickering computer screen..

Better den expected.. at least for my Af n Maths.. thank god.. i didnt disappoint my parents n waste the sch fees. I swear i saw daddy smiling to himself in his room when i suspected he heard my phone conversation with Roger abt my results. All's well.. yea..Work harder for the coming yr..!

Goin JB with Yiting Nic they all tmr.. hope i manage to find my passport..

its 3am.. time for my bolster..